This is Me.

mistsenre @ 2009-03-12T00:46:00

2009-03-11T16:51:23Z

results day has come and gone and that marks the full stop on jc life.

yeah i did well, and i thank god for it, and my journey in cj.

i've had fun, made awesome friends, and basically had a great time. definitely did not regret leaving aj. whaha.

gosh i feel so uninspired to blog. must've something to do with my lifestyle these days. =/

cher-spired

2009-02-24T14:40:05Z

Ernest says:
im mentally preparing myself,
to languish among the ranks of the slow,
for the sake of the cycling-impaired.
watching as the unburdened go free into the distance
ohwell.
the life of a babysitter.
celine * says:
HAHAHAHHA

(that's your best friend HAHA-ing cher)

mistsenre @ 2009-02-24T01:44:00

2009-02-23T18:10:04Z

i'm at my aunt's house now, staying over for the next few days.. to look after her kids (my cousins) because my uncle's admitted to hospital.

it's nice being away from home for awhile.. a welcome change of environment.

plus it means i can catch champions league tomorrow on tv instead of squinting at low-res streams online. heh.

the perks aren't too bad eh.

relationships; chewing gum.
sweet, juicy and enticing ending up tasteless, hard and revolting.
yet desire prevails despite the eventual outcome.
that is hope; for the everlasting gum

but relationships, unlike gum, cannot be chucked into bins with no consideration whatsoever.

mistsenre @ 2009-02-19T00:31:00

2009-02-18T17:04:59Z

every clue of your existence;
hits home like a ungainly scar of defeat; of loss.

every happy memory;
is what never will be.

mistsenre @ 2009-02-18T02:23:00

2009-02-17T18:28:55Z

wanting something for the sake of possession itself;
seems so inappropriate yet,
within delights on the notion of it coming to past;
doubts and uncertainties.

What i (Always) Think About During Work....

2009-02-04T02:26:15Z

I'm hungry and the office is bloody cold.

I can't wait for thursday to end! (cos I'm taking leave on friday).

6pm please come quickly.

as you can tell, i'm totally not back in the mood to work at all. Cny was totally spoilt me. HAHA.

Regrets?

2009-01-31T04:31:40Z

I got posted this question last night (this morning) on the phone.

given the lethargy of not sleeping for too long (it was about 4am then). i vaguely gave an answer, which didn't really explain much at all other than simply skim the surface.

but in me, i know definitely that if i had kept my head things would never have turned out the way it has.

it's time to move on though, you have, and i would think i'd have too.

what truly constitutes moving on however? forgetting it all?

i don't think that is the case, for it wasn't something that was lost because we lost our love, but because we lost our cool too many times, over too many little things. they add up; quickly.

and to me it is shocking, for i see myself as a calm operator in most difficult circumstances.

maybe if i had known better of myself then, things wouldn't have turned out like this.

but maybes don't change lives. we all must move on. and so we will.

that though, doesn't mean forgetting it all.

it only means the acceptance of the fact that time can never be turned back, and things cannot be undone, however much one wishes it to be so.

Regrets? Yes. Clinging on to the past? No..

Delving into The World of Livejournal...

2009-01-30T09:13:31Z

While at work.

Because its the only work day of the week, and its friday, almost half the office is on leave.

To say i'm too free would be an understatement.

I'm just here to waste the next 45 minutes till i knock off and go off to plaza sing to meet the choir people for dinner :D